#< (vent tag)

[marrmora]

I rlly hate having obsessive thoughts about the people I like/care for

Like I’m sorry but. Dude. My brain wants to do so much bad shit it’s AWFUL, not to mention the other stuff

Having obsessive love thoughts at times is NOT fun. Having thoughts about wanting to be held away from your family members and friends just so you can be with one person and one person OR not letting your lover interact with anybody BUT you ONLY is not good.

:(

[kuchipatch1]

yall have got to be more normal about Southern people and I'm not kidding. enough of the Sweet Home Alabama incest jokes, enough of the idea that all Southerners are bigots and rednecks, and enough of the idea that the South has bad food. shut up about "trailer trash" and our accents and our hobbies!

do yall know how fucking nauseating it is to hear people only bring up my state to make jokes about people in poverty and incestuous relationships? how much shame I feel that I wasn't born up north like the Good Queers and Good Leftists with all the Civilised Folk with actual houses instead of small cramped trailers that have paper thin walls that I know won't protect me in a bad enough storm?

do yall know how frustrating it is to be trans in a place that wants to kill you and whenever you bring it up to people they say "well just move out" instead of sympathizing with you or offering help?

do yall understand how alienating it is to see huge masterposts of queer and mental health resources but none of them are in your state because theyre all up north? and nobody seems to want to fix this glaring issue because "they're all hicks anyways"

Southern people deserve better. we deserve to be taken seriously and given a voice in the queer community and the mental health space and leftist talks in general.

[lastoneout]

Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.

Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.

[somethingusefulfromflorida]

What would you guys consider the worst movie you've ever seen? Not something that's fun to make fun of, nothing you ironically enjoyed, I mean just an absolutely miserable moviegoing experience that you paid for, hated every second, and wish you had walked out of and asked for a refund.

For me, no joke, Madagascar 3: Europe's Most Wanted. It did not even feel like a real movie to me. It made me see red! I was SEETHING with anger and annoyance throughout the entire thing, and I cannot for the life of me articulate why. I saw it once in 2012 when I was 15, I remember almost nothing about it now, but it struck a nerve with me like no other movie ever has before or since.

Tell me in the tags, which movie makes you disproportionately angry just thinking about it?

[reikacchan]

don't give up

[victorian-vampir]

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I don't believe the world is evil. But ive seen the acts of cruelty. I've seen the random choices, the people who decide to take their traumas out on others. The sick ones hellbent on making others sick like them. I don't believe the world is evil but there's bears in the woods that I fear less. I don't believe the world is evil but the good is hard to find when the bad is all we're ever shown.

I don't think the world is evil. I don't think humans are evil. But I think it's easier to be evil than kind and I think it's easier to ignore instinct than it is to risk getting hurt. There's predators out there and everyone is prey. Even other predators. And the flesh will rip and tear in self inflicted scars while the teeth are bared at you. Blood you had nothing to do with stains your conscious because you were told it should. And that's why the world seems evil. Because the predators made you prey. And made you a predator too because it's the only way to be safe.

The world isn't evil. But it sure is trying hard to convince me.

[professionallyunstable]

kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want

[shotfawn]

[xxpsychopartypuppyxx]

I bet I'm just a piece of meat to you

you act like I've never done anything nice for you

though almost everything I did was for you

or for us

you act like I don't have emotions

or maybe you just can't understand them

or what they do to me

so I must be a piece of meat to you

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower

[awesomepuppyy]

too scared to post on main .

ignore this maybe

[piginbuncostume]

To be effortless pretty because of ur b0dy🥲

[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

[condemned-girl]

Sometimes killing myself doesn't feel like enough. Sometimes I think I need to be erased from history

[hinamie]

sympathy for cain

[borderlinejackiee]